Monday, July 21, 2008

F-.......

Ive been gone to girls camp and while i was gone, found out that i am not pregnant. AGAIN. My doctor put me on the lowest dose of Clomid and im on day 3. Im not really all that excited about going back again. It seems like everyone I know is pregnant, but me. Im trying so hard to fight back negative feelings and bitterness, but right now, i just don't care. UUUhhh. Hillary, i know how you feel!!!

5 comments:

Hillary said...

Oh, I'm so sorry it didn't work out. It's so frustrating, isn't it? Just know that it's okay to feel angry or irrational or sad or depressed... totally normal.

I bet Clomid will totally boost your chances for this cycle. One good thing, I found, was that since I'm only on the lowest dose of Clomid, I didn't feel any side effects. I hope it's the same for you.

Keep us updated on what you're doing. As for us, we have an ultrasound tomorrow (day 12) to check everything out. Here's hoping we both have better luck this time!

Love,
Hillary

Sherydon said...

Thanks hillary!! your so sweet!!! Im havn't felt any side effects yet either, so lets hope it stays that ways!! Good luck with your ultra sound!! :) Sher

Dan and Stacy said...

I am sorry to hear that things did not work this time. That is a real downer. I hope that your next endeavor goes better!!!! I will be praying for you.

Jon & Kim said...

It is so hard to stay positive when every fourth week you are in absolute turmoil. I was two weeks late this month....I figured I was all messed up from the IVF. Still my mind was everywhere wondering if there was a possibility I could miraculously be pregnant. Well I finally broke down and took a preg. test of coarse it was negative and I started like two hours later. What is it with this stupid roller coaster ride it seems so unfair we have to work so hard for each and every child. We are going to try hard for one more but then I am done. I can not put myself trough this any more. I feel your pain sister! It just SUCKS! Hang in there it will work out!

Keri said...

Sher,

Terrible news. We were all hoping and praying for you guys... Stay strong. The Clomid should really help your chances with your next IUI attempt and I'm glad to hear that you haven't had any side effects thus far. We're always here for you!